My friend

My friend

He killed himself a yr ago today so I decided to do it now I'm very upset because I have become even more depressed since I have autism and he was the only friend I had outside my family who wasn't a jerk or treated me like I was stupid I loved him like my brother but I was so caught up with my own problems that I forgot to ask about his he was bullied and abused and he just gave up I regret not being there for him and I wish I had been because now I have no friends and I am very moody and have been seeing a therapist since 2002