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Out of the Darkness: A Poem of Hope and Remembrance

October 22, 2026 – 4 min read

Participants raise their honor beads during the 2026 Albuquerque Out of the Darkness Walk at Civic Plaza, honoring their personal connections to suicide prevention and loss.

A Moment of Hope and Remembrance at the Albuquerque Out of the Darkness Walk

On September 19, 2026, our New Mexico community gathered at Civic Plaza for the Albuquerque Out of the Darkness Walk. Together, we honored loved ones, supported one another, and renewed our commitment to saving lives and bringing hope to those affected by suicide.

One of the most meaningful moments of the morning was our Honor Bead Ceremony. As participants raised their beads, each color represented a personal connection to suicide prevention and the many reasons we walk.

We were also honored to welcome Albuquerque poet Manuel Gonzalez, who shared his original poem, “Out of the Darkness,” written for the September 2026 Walk.

His words captured the grief, love, resilience, and hope that brought our community together.

Watch Manuel Gonzalez read “Out of the Darkness” at the Albuquerque Walk.

Watch Manuel's Reading on Facebook

Out of the Darkness

By Manuel Gonzalez | September 2026

We did not come here because the darkness disappeared.
We came because it knew our names.

We came carrying photographs,
the last words and the words we wish had been the last.

We came wearing grief like weather,
blue beads against the bone,
each color a small constellation
of who we lost,
who we love,
who is still fighting to stay.

Listen.

There is no shame in surviving the night badly.
No weakness in needing another hand
to help you hold your own.
The heart is not a machine made to suffer silently.
It is a drum.
It is a doorway.
It is an animal calling across the canyon
waiting for another voice to answer.
I hear you.
I am here.
Do not leave yet.

Suicide feeds on silence,
on the lie that pain makes us a burden,
that asking for help is failure,
that nobody could carry what we carry. 

But look around.

This plaza is full of people
who brought their broken places into the morning.
Friends carrying friends
whose feet can no longer touch this earth.
Survivors standing beneath the sun,
proving the wound is not the whole story.

Today, we do not walk away from darkness.
We walk through it together.

Every step says your name.
Every breath refuses forgetting.
Every mile becomes a message
sent back toward someone
standing at the edge of themselves:
You are not the worst thing you have thought.
You are not the hour that almost took you.
You are not alone inside your own thunder.

There are people trained to listen.
There is medicine.
There is community.
There is tomorrow,
assembling itself beyond what you can see.

Even now, something sacred is reaching toward you.
And if hope feels too heavy,
Let us carry it for you.
If your light has gone small,
come stand inside ours.
A single ember may tremble,
but gathered embers become a fire
the night cannot swallow.

So we walk.

For the empty chair.
For the voice we miss.
For the child hiding hurt behind a smile.
For the elder carrying generations of silence.
For every person who believed
the world would be better without them.

We walk to answer:

No.

We need your name among us.
We need your story unfinished.
We need your footsteps beside ours.

The darkness is real.

But so are we.

And we are still here.


Thank you, Manuel, for sharing your beautiful words with our community and helping make this year's Walk so meaningful.

And thank you to everyone who walked, volunteered, sponsored, donated, or supported someone they love. Your presence reminds us that none of us has to face life's darkest moments alone.

We hope Manuel's words continue to bring comfort, connection, and hope long after the Walk.

Learn more about Manuel Gonzalez and his work: xicanopoet.com

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If you or someone you know is struggling or in crisis, call or text 988 to connect with the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline.